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mad as a hatter
Well-known member
hi folks i,m new 2 this had rapid cycling bipolor 7 yrs so they say find it hard 2 tk meds me pdoc pullin her hair with me but i don,t care feel top the world at times rite now it,s the paranoia i can,t stand feel i,m bein watched all the time feel there all after me goin lock me up in hospital been in a few times there all obssed with meds wanna give me antipsychotics soon told her i wasn,t taken then why they always got a look horror on there face when u say what do i need meds for nothing wrong with me there all liars even my family don,t get it they think i should be able 2 control me own mind and thoughts that be good i feel so high i wanna dance in the street that get neighbours talkin i,m rantin a bit ain,t i don,t c me pdoc for another 4 wks i don,t even get ne other support no cpn or nothin i ain,t important enough stuff the lot them it makes me angry tho just been left 2 get on with it got nobody 2 turn 2 when it gets bad ne way i,ve said enough for now