I'm sorry to hear you're feeling sick of your illness It can get so hard at times, I agree. That's when you need people most though We're here for you here, if you want to talk about your worries or anything else thats bothering you. You can PM me as well if you don't want to put anything here.
Until then, I suggest we stay positive and lift the mood a bit, eh? What's your favourite thing to do/talk about? What really cheers you up a bit?