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Bipolar and bpd

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Nicola30

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hi every one I'm Nicola well what can I say my life is so hard I'm destructive of good things I can often make people feel like I'm a bad person I take things the wrong way I'm so negative and angry I can't control my mood swings this has caused me to loose 3 of my children to a system (social services ) and two who are living with me even though I'm not under social workers and have proved I'm a good mum it still haunts me that my mental health has effected my life so much I truest believe this is down to being sexually abused as a child this has caused so much damage to my brain I all ways see bad I. People and find a argument out of nothing I've basically come on here to ask if it's just me feeling like this it's only recent that I have got help which is why I still have my youngest two but due to poor decision making poor judgement and acting on impulse my life is a mess sorry for going on another symptom lol kind reguards and look forward to hearing from all my fellow bipolar sunshines 😘❤
 
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calypso

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Hiya. How terrible for you to have lost 3 children to the system. It feels so unfair to say the least. I am diagnosed with bipolar too and know how bad it can be. My children were safe from my mood swings thanks to my husband being a steady chap, without him God knows what would have happened.

I'm sure your abuse as a child had some impact on all this and that should have been taken into account before they took the kids away in my opinion.
 
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Nicola30

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Yes I think I had some sort of breakdown as at the time I never had support this time round I have met a good man who will not walk out even tho I tell him I don't love him don't want to be with him it hurts mostly my three have been placed with there father we spit soon after they were born thanks for your reply as it's good to no I'm not the only one I tend to beat my self up over this every day with out fail my medication is slowly working so I'm hopeful for the futer xxx
 
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