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Kaylabear18
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Hi.
I have finally admitted to myself I have binge eating disorder.
I'm starting therapy tomorrow morning and I'm so scared. Telling a stranger I can't resist food, I steal out my mums cupboard before going home, and go to the shop to buy loads of junk and eat it within hours.
People dont understand i can not physically resist the food. Its a drug i have to have.
I should also add im a 30 year old female who its too overweight. And I can never pinpoint 1 feeling to why i need food. Most people say they're depressed etc but I not.
Food makes me really happy. But i know its out of control.
I don't feel stressed or depressed, or anxious. I can want food any time of day, night. After work, as soon as I wake up.
Has anyone else started theraoy ? Is it working?
Does anyone else feel like they have no triggers?
I have finally admitted to myself I have binge eating disorder.
I'm starting therapy tomorrow morning and I'm so scared. Telling a stranger I can't resist food, I steal out my mums cupboard before going home, and go to the shop to buy loads of junk and eat it within hours.
People dont understand i can not physically resist the food. Its a drug i have to have.
I should also add im a 30 year old female who its too overweight. And I can never pinpoint 1 feeling to why i need food. Most people say they're depressed etc but I not.
Food makes me really happy. But i know its out of control.
I don't feel stressed or depressed, or anxious. I can want food any time of day, night. After work, as soon as I wake up.
Has anyone else started theraoy ? Is it working?
Does anyone else feel like they have no triggers?