I m new to this Forum and I am a long term sufferer of Depression and Anxiety, although my Illness mirrors others in many ways, we all deal with it in different ways, there is not a quick fix and you do need see your GP who will be able to assess and prescribe the appropriate treatment you need.
there are Quite a few Anti-depressant tablets on the market, but these must really only be prescribed by your GP and each one will help different people in different ways and most importantly you must take them as prescribed, if one pill worked then we wouldn't need to have so many versions on the market
Pills can sometimes be the answer, but your GP may also refer you to see someone, this can take time and even more so based on the present situation can lead to frustration and feeling no one is doing anything quick enough for you, I can not stress enough that you don't give up on the help and support your GP provides
It seems to me, that there are a lot of people on here that care about you and what you are going through, and again I can not stress enough how important it is to keep talking about how you feel when you are able to, it really will help you.
Well, like everyone here, we do care about you and understand what it is you are going through