i have been schizoaffective/ocd for ten years now. i have just recently found the right combination of medicines to quell the constant uneasiness within. i cry at times wishing i was without this disorder. its hard to go ou in public because i get yelled at and called names. i fear having a bike because of people harassing me. i have had pictures taken of me from cars etc i wathced someone go past me in an suv witnessing them holind a phone camera at me. i have been thinking about suicide lately.