I'm 21 and have not been in a releationship yet. I live in a small town with heck all to do. Sometimes I'll go out to scope around for attractive dudes but it can be hard to leave the house knowing this is such a boring town with mostly non gay folk. Also I have a low IQ with ADHD so I don't have enough life skills to be a handsome charasmatic man who can just approach anyone on the street. I have resorted to those weird apps like grindr and also Craigslist but my mom found out and hasn't let me have a phone eversince. Those ppl I met were either not my type, kinda sketchy or old enough to be my dad. Been debating on going out today but Friday bus schedules suck and I don't want to wait for a bus even longer to anticipate something that's unlikely. Are there any gay ppl who relate?