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its a great comfort to me
to write down here what the voices have been saying

because that way it will look a bit odd
if the threats actually come true !

similarly my videos on social
are having the comments censored

:LOL:
 
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But what if nothing comes of any of it,what will that mean?
 
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I dont know Sunny

but if all the threatened things did come true
then it would be obvious that I really was being followed

when I thought it was all paranoia

like some things have come true like my social media stuff was stolen recently
and I have actually screen shots of that

I like to try to throw light on it

:hug5: :goodluck: 💜 🔥 ✨ ☀
 
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I also think that in 10 or 20 years time
mental health will have advanced
to the point where we are assessed in the first instance
by psychologists

to determine if our voices can be cured by talking about them
uncovering their meanings for us
and why our mind has chosen these messages

an intricate process like that
will be used thoroughly before we are medicated
 
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Ok,if you really think you may be being followed,why aren't you doing anything to protect yourself from it? It's good to document it here but none of us can protect you or do anything about it.

It seems careless to continue going out and about if you believe this is all real. Why put yourself in dangerous situations purposely?

People here are concerned for you but we can't help you with it other than being listening ears.
 
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but Sunny a listening ear is all I need !
as I was saying its really helpful for me to ' get it out '
on ' paper ' as it were on the page,
to throw light on it

im not expecting anyone to fix me

im still going out I need the fresh air
and the company of people I know

thankyou for listening Sunny I really appreciate it
 
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but Sunny a listening ear is all I need !
as I was saying its really helpful for me to ' get it out '
on ' paper ' as it were on the page,
to throw light on it

im not expecting anyone to fix me

im still going out I need the fresh air
and the company of people I know

thankyou for listening Sunny I really appreciate it

Ok,a listening ear,I get it.

I thought maybe you were wanting or expecting some help with this rather than like a journal type thing to keep track.

My mistake.
 
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Sunny you havent made a mistake hun
I really appreciate your support

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so I saw my OT today
and he said you cant get anti psychotics on prn basis

and we discussed the social reasons why I might be getting paranoid
like the fact that the mental health line is always engaged
and some of the other phone lines similarly

mh line he says is going to be much bigger from the end of March

felt much better after talking to him
I went out feeling fine
but I sat down for my sandwich in usual place
and the middle aged couple at the next table
stated talking about suicide and rape
repeating the words over and over

so I moved table to somewhere less comfortable
but out of earshot of these people

I think I would have moved
even if I wasnt feeling paranoid about it

:grouphug: ✨🔥☀:goodluck:
 
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Glad you had a good chat and felt reassured, Zoe.

Big hug and loadsa loves :loveshower::loveshower::loveshower:
 
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thanks Lunar

it was a bit of a gamble to talk to him
I was worried they would start forcing things on me

but seems to have paid off

lots of loves and hugs back ! :loveshower::loveshower::loveshower:
 
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the people at lunch time
were also talking about someone who looks like a charity case
 
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not much noise today
just ' we had to chase her to put suntan lotion on her '

and ' its an online safety thing '

but I wasnt sure if those were for me
so much better day voices wise
 
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today someone at lunchtime
was talking about poisoning a friends pet
 
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heard nothing outside today
but online I was told
that nephews job is at risk
if I dont comply
 
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