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I feel like my mind is trying to frame me a a pedophile even though I don't have sexual feelings caused by my medication. My medications are not keeping me stable some of the time, its taking its toll on me. Finally after waiting months for an appointment I think I have one tomorrow.
 
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It all started when thinking people were calling me a peadophile while relapsing, I hate my brain. I could of really done without that relapse and it could of been avoided but they wouldn't listen in the hospital when I told them the med they were putting me on didn't work.

Anyone here have any bad experiences of thinking your some kind of bad person?

It's the fear what does me in.
 
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hi that sounds horrible x I don't have any good advise I just wanted to send you love and my best wishes
I hope you feel better soon xxx
 
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I think delusions are part of the symptoms of your mental health issues, the fact that you are aware in a way of this it’s a good sign, you can acknowledge them as part of the “illness” and not pursue them further.
 
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It all started when thinking people were calling me a peadophile while relapsing, I hate my brain. I could of really done without that relapse and it could of been avoided but they wouldn't listen in the hospital when I told them the med they were putting me on didn't work.

Anyone here have any bad experiences of thinking your some kind of bad person?

It's the fear what does me in.
i think i'm a bad person all the time :hug:
 
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That’s a good point midnight, you think you are, but the others don’t see it that way, quite the opposite, it’s just a belief and you kept on building on it.
 
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You are not alone my friend. My voices tell me that I am a murderer and that I work for the devil and that I have an agenda that I have to distroy people's minds.

When I am well I realise that this is my illness causing these thoughts.

You are not in anyway evil at all. You are a good person who would not hurt anyone. It is just a miss managed thought process. I really hope your appointment goes well tomorrow. Hopefully a med tweek will lower these horrible things that you are going through.

You are not alone.
 
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I think bad thoughts all the time, but I never do anything bad. So am I a bad person or not?
 
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Of course you are not, I also have bad thoughts, it’s part of the human nature, it matter what you decide to do.
 
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