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Mattman1983
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On thursday 18th this month i took an overdose on impulse after a horrific and unbearable week. since then i have seen two GP's and two psychiatrists. i have been referred to the mental health crisis team. they came to visit yesterday for the first time of the now daily visits. i dont understand what they want. in hospital i couldnt concentrate, i usually have to leave in a hurry because i dont trust the people i dont know.
It was frightening and confusing, i want the help but i dont like the people being that close to me, i feel at risk of myself. i feel like running out, but its my flat.
I dont know what to do, i want my mind to rest, i want them to say something i understand, i want them to go away when they get here.
all i felt was them looking at me in disgust and judging me.
It was frightening and confusing, i want the help but i dont like the people being that close to me, i feel at risk of myself. i feel like running out, but its my flat.
I dont know what to do, i want my mind to rest, i want them to say something i understand, i want them to go away when they get here.
all i felt was them looking at me in disgust and judging me.