- Dec 16, 2007
- hiding behind the sofa
I was really low the last few weeks and finally gave in last Sunday and self harmed and was sent to a&e . It was nothing too serious but they kept me in CDU to look for a bed which couldn’t be found in my area. After refusing to go to one over a hundred miles away I was allowed home on the understanding I had a visit from the CPN and a support worker every day. One in the morning the other in the evening. They won’t allow me out of the house unless I’m accompanied and it’s driving me mad. They’re convinced I’m a danger to myself but I think it was just a hiccup and I’m feeling better. Must admit I’ve rarely got out of bed for the week. This is the first day I’ve washed my hair and felt vaguely human. I’m so scared that they will section me and I won’t have a say where they send me. But no one will be able to visit if I’m sent out of the county. I’m supposed to go to a wedding this week and don’t know if I’ll be allowed. I’m really scared for my future.