- Jun 10, 2015
Haven't been on here for months..but back now. As I need the support. Things are so bad and I keep getting headaches from being so stressed..I have a bad one as I speak. Worrying about money, what people think of me, what's gonna happen in the future, what's happened in the past, who's gonna die next, when I'm next gonna get a phone call that someone has died, hating myself, wishing I wasn't here, everything negative really. I'm the most negative person anyone can ever come across. Don't even know what the f*** is wrong with me half the time despite my numerous diagnoses. I think I'm just completely insane.