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Mad Hatter
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Well ever since my darkest days with anxiety and depression I've always retained the hope that one day I would recover enough to be able to go back to work again. I prayed for it, wished for it the works. I now realise that in this life you gotta be careful what you wish for.
I've been back a month now, gone on from 2 days to 5 and frankly wish I had never bothered. Things are not going well, I'm treated like a door mat. I get the responsibility of teaching yeah teaching a poor soul with difficulties I.T. It's one on one and I come away for 2 days absolutely mentally drained. Then at the other place of work (same company) all I seem to do is run around in the van here there and everywhere. I got just 10 days holiday after bank holidays and the time they take off for Christmas so it looks like I'm not going to be able to go far this year.
I feel I've made one of the biggest mistakes in my life doing what I've done and all for the stupid fact I could say well I tried. It just ain't worth it.
Oh and by the way Happy Easter from a very down hearted Mad Hatter
I've been back a month now, gone on from 2 days to 5 and frankly wish I had never bothered. Things are not going well, I'm treated like a door mat. I get the responsibility of teaching yeah teaching a poor soul with difficulties I.T. It's one on one and I come away for 2 days absolutely mentally drained. Then at the other place of work (same company) all I seem to do is run around in the van here there and everywhere. I got just 10 days holiday after bank holidays and the time they take off for Christmas so it looks like I'm not going to be able to go far this year.
I feel I've made one of the biggest mistakes in my life doing what I've done and all for the stupid fact I could say well I tried. It just ain't worth it.
Oh and by the way Happy Easter from a very down hearted Mad Hatter