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Ban testing on Humans

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Pukeko

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I was at a conference this week. I sat and listened to tests that had been undertaken on "schizophrenics"- the good news is it is now in hyphens. Heard about "token experiments" when people were given tokens for behaving nicely. Heard about people being given watches that bleeped at certain intervals. Saw symptoms divided up, put into percentages, and ,made into charts. I didnt see any faces there. I became increasingly more upset as it went on. Until towards the end I went outside and wept.

I wept and wept around the corner alone. No matter what I did, I could not seem to stop. I finally after 30 mins pulled myself together and returned. Only to see more analysis and statistics of studies. I left. When my cousin collected me in her car, she spoke to me of how she had been training her dog, to behave. She spoke to me of testing on animals. How she had seen videos on the internet of dogs that were put in cages and drugged so much they couldnt move, then tests were carried out on them. As a result she was no longer going to buy the dog foods that carried these tests out.

I wondered why is it still okay to carry out tests on humans?
In the plane on the way home, I realised that I wept because my heart is still open. I see people that are experiencing suffering. They are showing their raw emotions. Not symptoms, figures and data.
I was reminded of testing that used to be done on native people, thesis written on why black and Polynesian people were not the same as others. Pictures of their skulls were paraded about, to prove these theories. Which really just amounted to good reasons to treat them badly. I understood then, what my ancestors suffered. In a more profound way than words could ever have portrayed.

Earlier I had spoken to a woman, who said how Maori land had been confiscated to build a Mental health institute- Tokonui. The irony was that the majority of its inhabitants were Maori people. Still suffering the same treatment, but under a different category.

I wrote this as a way to try and show how I was feeling.


SAY NO TO HUMAN TESTING
I am not a frog on a slab in a biology class, awaiting dissection to see how I work.
I am a woman.
I am not a statistic- here to be added up, deleted, manipulated and categorised,
I am a living breathing being.
You wonder why those that hear voices feel they are always being watched and monitored by their governments?
It is because most of them are, in their hospital wards.
And the rest of us? We can feel their pain.
I am not someone to be looked at from a distance
Come beside me and hold my hand.
I do not behave they way you would like.
Should I apologise that my suffering has manifested in a way that you can clearly see
Without me speaking the words to explain it.
Please do not try to explain my pain and suffering.
JUST CARE.
Please do not drug me, restrain me, and test me like a lab animal.
I know that because people care many companies have stopped animal testing.
So why havent you stopped testing on me?
I am not an animal,
I am you dressed in another body, clothed in the events of my life,
My Clothes are not as clean and as tidy as yours.
I cannot see my story in your charts.
6 week tests are the proof that the drugs work.
Their promotional videos say so.
So why is it 20 years later when people are still unwell,
It is they who are made to feel a failure not the drugs?
Say no to human testing, and become a human.
I am not Mad,
I am angry.
Angry that you have forgotten who I am.
I am you.
When will you start treating me like you?
 
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dodecahedron

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Nov 27, 2008
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Note that the world is not a nice place.
Social contract works if you believe it, but nothing is perfect.
I think of running away to less "civilized" places where I can struggle with real problems like having to steal food rather than be doped up on the flavor of the month to clear my thinking when my thinking is just fine in my opinion. But, I do hear voices now. At least they are nice.
Psychologists are not nice people in general. They will seem nice when they speak to you, and you'll think, what a nice person who is willing to listen to me, and then when you least expect it they'll tell everybody that you're sick and diseased and should be locked up.
 
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rabina

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Justice may not come, but hope does come from many sources.

I say; look for hope, happiness, peace, encouragement and faith wherever you can find it.

Reality isn't always pleasant, but there are decent people everywhere who do care about human life.

Always hope, have faith in yourself and others.
There's goodness where you least expect it.
:)
rabina
 

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