- Feb 29, 2008
- Haslingden, Rossendale, Lancashire.
Does it mean I am damned and destined to be a bad person for getting unwanted thoughts, I use to try and justify them by thinking maybe I was just thinking of a good thought and got mixed up, but I feel so guilty.
Last week a whole planned event of how to torture and kill the children and family next door came in my head uncontrollably, not just a bad thought a nightmare when I am awake. All I get when I see someone in the street is unwanted thoughts that cannot be controlled, I 'm sick of this, I want to get on but take a step back when i get these thoughts.