- Apr 8, 2010
Today is a terrible day, i dont know why my mind has decided it but it has. I feel so low, just thinking about hurting myself, I just want to be not here anymore. I cant call the Mh team, because I have no one but my baby and she has no one but me, they might put her in care if they knew how i am thinking- I wanted to leave her outside her dads, but he might not be there. Her dad has gone completely missing again, his phones been off for days- I need a break so bad. I cant stop crying, feel like the worst mum ever.