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bippie71

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Life hasn’t improved. I’ve decided to give up. Will hang out here for bit.
 
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Hi bippie71
The forum is always here for when you need it.
What's been happening?
Hugs
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bippie71

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Still unemployed. I’m relying on friends to eat, get grocery money, gas money. I’m tired of literally being a burden. Yesterday, after lunch, I just decided.... i’m Tired of eating especilaly since its painful. Tired. Today, I decided. I’m not going to keep looking for work. I’ve been sick for some time but no insurance to figure out what it is. Something is very wrong. I think i’m in the fortunate position that whatever is ailing me, will do its job soon enough. But I’m not going to fight it. Giving up the fight.
 
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Still unemployed. I’m relying on friends to eat, get grocery money, gas money. I’m tired of literally being a burden. Yesterday, after lunch, I just decided.... i’m Tired of eating especilaly since its painful. Tired. Today, I decided. I’m not going to keep looking for work. I’ve been sick for some time but no insurance to figure out what it is. Something is very wrong. I think i’m in the fortunate position that whatever is ailing me, will do its job soon enough. But I’m not going to fight it. Giving up the fight.
your not a burden, people help you cause they like you :hug:

if i could give you some work i would do so, we're all in this together :hug:
 
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bippie71

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After so many months, i’m No longer concerned about what others are thinking. I can’t deal with this anymore. And I’m tired of the pain.
 
daffy

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Please take care of yourself Bippie and keep posting. You will get plenty of support on here
 
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Hi Bippie,
Welcome back, sorry to hear your struggling.
Do you have food banks in your area?
Are you claiming benefits? Or looking for work?
Take care
 
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bippie71

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I’m done with all that. No more. I’m exhausted after almost 2 years. No more
 
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Still unemployed. I’m relying on friends to eat, get grocery money, gas money. I’m tired of literally being a burden. Yesterday, after lunch, I just decided.... i’m Tired of eating especilaly since its painful. Tired. Today, I decided. I’m not going to keep looking for work. I’ve been sick for some time but no insurance to figure out what it is. Something is very wrong. I think i’m in the fortunate position that whatever is ailing me, will do its job soon enough. But I’m not going to fight it. Giving up the fight.
:hi: bippie sorry to hear your situation and relying on others will get you down as you can't donate your bit into the funds.
All you can do and I know it's easily said but keep fighting and hopefully some good luck will come your way, as you never know what's around the corner in life :hug5:

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bippie71

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After 7 yrs out breaking up with psycho boyfriend. 2 years of living off friends. 2 years of searchgin for work. Living in a place with mold, a leaky roof and no insulation.

There is nothing around the corner for me. My life and time is done. Just going to let this illness, whatever it is run its course.

Have very hard time eating and when I do it hurts or I throw up. Even water bothers me.
 
Warrior

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After 7 yrs out breaking up with psycho boyfriend. 2 years of living off friends. 2 years of searchgin for work. Living in a place with mold, a leaky roof and no insulation.

There is nothing around the corner for me. My life and time is done. Just going to let this illness, whatever it is run its course.

Have very hard time eating and when I do it hurts or I throw up. Even water bothers me.
It must be hard going and sorry to hear about this and the hardest is not being able to get your health sorted :(:grouphug:
 
Parayana

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@bippie71, please don't lose hope, I've been so low that I've lived in a sleeping bag in a shop doorway with nothing but a bag full of clothes, I can tell you this your life can turn around in an instant and can get better.
 
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