At what point do you give up?

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Because I’m tired of struggling.

And I’m tired of creating drama.

And I’m tired of working my ass off for no apparent reason.

What is the point of struggling to be stable?

Wouldn’t it just be easier to give up?
 
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When do you finally act like an adult and admit you’re an idiot? That you aren’t special? That you deserve nothing?
 
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When do you begin to acknowledge the path of pain you’ve caused others?

That you are a waste of everyone’s time?
 
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That nobody in your life has ever valued you, so what is the point?
 
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That your view of yourself is obscene and skewed and intolerant?
 
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That you only care about you, even as you’ve lost yourself to everyone else?

Because you cannot care about you.
 
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We eat, we take up space, we contribute nothing in our efforts to survive.
 
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But why do we bother? It’s selfish and bloated and Sartre is right: Hell IS other people.
 
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Never give up.

You are a human being, a blessing by definition. Life is pain, what more can i say.
 
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Do you know what my ideal retirement is?

Alzheimer’s.

Then I can forget this lifetime of pain.
 
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Get off my roller coaster Ransom. It’s no fun and I will regret taking you with me tomorrow.
 
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It has not weakened you. I think this is just a blip. You are valued, i know for a fact.
I apologise for interfering, i hope everything is alright.
 
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You didn’t interfere, I just don’t think I’m worth it. And I hate hate hate the idea of dragging anyone else along.
 
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This is stupid and painful. This is the only place I’ve returned to after exposing myself raw.

I will wake up tomorrow humiliated, yet again.
 
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Just do what feels right, express and get it off your chest. This is a place where you wont be ignored if us members are around. We want to help.
I have felt shame and humiliation myself. You might wake up and feel corageous at your self analysis and honesty. Just remember we are on here if ya need
 
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This is stupid and painful. This is the only place I’ve returned to after exposing myself raw.

I will wake up tomorrow humiliated, yet again.
None of us ever need to feel humiliated because we're nothing more than discarnate voices here.

Nobody knows who you are...or what you look like.

This might be you...or might not be....we'll never know ;)

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This IS the place to vent...howl at the moon...let it all hang out.

I can't do anything more than say "I'm here" ...sitting next to you in your black hole...holding your handbag for you. :hug: xxx

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But why do we bother? It’s selfish and bloated and Sartre is right: Hell IS other people.
Why we bother is that we hope for a life without the perpetual pain and suffering. That’s not selfish, it’s common sense. Sartre isn’t right at all, hell ISN'T other people’s, hell is the THOUGHT it’s other people.
Whilst I’m sad you’re in such a bad place at the moment, it’s only you that can drag yourself out of it. You now have reached a choice point, you either face your fears and your demons head on and radically accept your past which will free your mind, or you give up and face a life of suffering and death. You are loved and respected on here, you are an intelligent lady, please don’t give up on yourself. 😘
 
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You’re right, I’m the only one who can fix this.

Damn I hate this flipping roller coaster.
 

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