- Mar 20, 2020
As of typing this, I feel extremely fatigued. I had a breakdown last Saturday and now I feel empty. I've taken nothing but long, hot showers but it doesn't seem to help. I've been having frequent headaches and sleep in until noon. All I can say is that I feel lifeless, like why do I breathe? Nobody in my household understands what's happening to me and I honestly don't expect them to. I'm dealing with this on my own and it's overwhelming to say the least. There's nothing that excites me anymore because trying to what I used to enjoy only breaks my heart. Why bother being alive if you're basically living within someone else's dream but not your own? I don't know what I'm trying to say because it only makes sense when I tell it to myself.