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Hello!
If you don't mind I need a piece of advice. I guess that I have Asperger syndrome. I've never been diagnosed (and I believe I'll never undergo this procedure), but descriptions I've read are very precise and definitely relate to me. I tried to find clinical tests online and answered them on different websites and in three different languages. All the results were positive.
Sorry for a long introduction, I'm proceeding to the problem now. I understood that I was different very early and then I had no idea about types of disorders and how they worked. What I knew was that I was not functioning properly and could be taken for crazy (which is scary when you are five). So since then I've been doing my best to look like average and through years developed a long list of tips to do so. I'm still considered weird, but I know that it's my best shot.
I'm thirty now, and my parents keep pushing harder and harder that I should marry. Sometimes they are even implying that it might be something wrong with me, and it is the last revelation I want them to make. But I can't accomplish what they want. E.g. it took me years of efforts to tolerate touch, and even now when I don't have an opportunity to brace myself for that I can react violently. I can't imagine having to struggle all the time, without any opportunity to relax.
What do you think is the best course of action?
If you don't mind I need a piece of advice. I guess that I have Asperger syndrome. I've never been diagnosed (and I believe I'll never undergo this procedure), but descriptions I've read are very precise and definitely relate to me. I tried to find clinical tests online and answered them on different websites and in three different languages. All the results were positive.
Sorry for a long introduction, I'm proceeding to the problem now. I understood that I was different very early and then I had no idea about types of disorders and how they worked. What I knew was that I was not functioning properly and could be taken for crazy (which is scary when you are five). So since then I've been doing my best to look like average and through years developed a long list of tips to do so. I'm still considered weird, but I know that it's my best shot.
I'm thirty now, and my parents keep pushing harder and harder that I should marry. Sometimes they are even implying that it might be something wrong with me, and it is the last revelation I want them to make. But I can't accomplish what they want. E.g. it took me years of efforts to tolerate touch, and even now when I don't have an opportunity to brace myself for that I can react violently. I can't imagine having to struggle all the time, without any opportunity to relax.
What do you think is the best course of action?