- Aug 9, 2021
As we get older, aren't we supposed to feel more put together? I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm not sure the relationship I'm in is the right one.... so many mixed feelings on this. I cry at the drop of a hat lately. I feel disconnected, with everyone around me, with myself. The heaviness is so much, so all the time lately. I've always thought, "it's just a moment, I'll get through this". I've always been my own cheerleader.... the glass is half full.... no matter what, this too shall pass. This time..... my optimism isn't there. I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know how to navigate this? I feel broken. For the first time, I don't just feel wonky, but fixable. I feel broken beyond repair and I don't know how to cope with this. I smile because I have to, while I'm just dying inside. How do I fix this?