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Antonia25
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i feel so hazey today.. also feel i could cry at the drop of a hat...
i hate myself..
i have put on so much weight due to my depression but cant fight it and i just end up eating more.....
i have no enthusiasm to get out of bed...none what so ever,.. spent the whole day in bed yesterday... i no there is stuff i have too do...washing, cleaning, feed pets and i just cant bring myself to do it,..
i feel angry, lost and alone...
i just wish i could hybernate or something,,,
i often think i dont want to die or kiil myself *though sometimes i dont fight it and there have been a couple of close moments* but i just dont want to be here anymore,,,. i feel everyones life would be far simpler....i wouldnt suffer anymore and all would be fixed....
sorry guess im ranting about nothing in particular...ive just had enough today hate myself,,,,,,hate this stupid feeling...hate it all/.......
i hate myself..
i have put on so much weight due to my depression but cant fight it and i just end up eating more.....
i have no enthusiasm to get out of bed...none what so ever,.. spent the whole day in bed yesterday... i no there is stuff i have too do...washing, cleaning, feed pets and i just cant bring myself to do it,..
i feel angry, lost and alone...
i just wish i could hybernate or something,,,
i often think i dont want to die or kiil myself *though sometimes i dont fight it and there have been a couple of close moments* but i just dont want to be here anymore,,,. i feel everyones life would be far simpler....i wouldnt suffer anymore and all would be fixed....
sorry guess im ranting about nothing in particular...ive just had enough today hate myself,,,,,,hate this stupid feeling...hate it all/.......
