- Feb 23, 2010
argh these voices wont leave me alone, been struggling with them all day and now im resting, as been busy all day and still had them screaming kill yourself your worthless, just die. They are louder and commanding. Just wish they would go away. I know the cmht are watching me thats why they havent been in contact in 3 weeks, my cpn doesnt care, they can all see what im going through yet dont bother to step in and help, they just watch, watch me. i dont know what the hell is going on anymore, the devil wants me dead, i cant stop dreaming about my abusers, the experiementers are around every corner. im being spied on by the cmht, nothing seems right yet the coincedences of life keep happening.