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Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

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Apparently I'm not important. Apparently I'm stupid to think I would be able to have help with this pain. Apparently I deserve this pain. Apparently I need to die. It's worse than ever before. I don't know how much longer I can go with this pain. I'm so hurting. This needs to stop. I went to therapy and ever since then it's been hurting really, really bad. I feel like I'm being ripped from the inside out.
 
ScaredCat

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You ARE important. You are so not stupid to think you would be able to have help with the pain. You do not deserve pain. You definetley do not need to die. I am sorry you are hurting so much:hug:
 
Lincoln1990

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I'm just so lost. Nobody IRL cares I'm in so much pain. My mom doesn't understand.

I can't explain how painful it is, except it's extremely bad.

I feel horribly full. I can't wear clothes unless they are stretchy. I don't know why it's so much worse right now.
 
Lincoln1990

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The universe wants me to die. So maybe I will have cancer and die. I can't go to the doctor. If I want to keep my car I have to choose between my medical bill and medicine or an appt. I knlw this is serious and I'm in tears a lot because it's so bad. However I need my car. There isn't any public transportation in my town, I have no friends, and I can't drive any of my parents' cars because I'm so short.

I'm at the end of my life. I know it. If I'm still alive next month I will go next month when I get paid. I'm not going to continue to post on here about it because, quite frankly, you all are sick of me posting about it. I know you all want me gone. So I will go back in my hole and not post again.
 
messymoo

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Lincoln we don't all want you gone and we are not sick of you honey. I'm sorry your suffering so much and are in the predicament of having to choose between your transport and medical bills. Please keep posting about how you are we do care about here. :hug1: xx
 
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