- Oct 7, 2020
Hi! I am 35 year old and I suffer for 10 years social anxiety and avoidant personality disorder. I have experimented some periods of time when I thought I was healed, but all of the sudden something happened that put me again inside my mental disorder. I almost always think that the others are criticizing me even if there are no reasons, so I feel observed by the others when I am outside of my house. Then I learned to avoid the situations that could have affected me, but this behavior has taken away too many opportunities to to something in order to live by my self and feel good with me. Besides, in the meantime I learned to dream about some magic healing, so I avoided to worried about myself in the real life. Now I feel that my life already passed by and there is no possible to return to my youth. I would like to do something, but I always have the obstacle of my thoughts in my loneliness. Perhaps in this forum I will be able to talk with other people with these kind of problems.