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Futuro93
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Hello! I had experienced many things in my life.
I had a hard time growing up like a child.
In my 20s ive experienced more stress anxiety and also adhd. From time to time ive handled it.
But last 2 years have been extreme. Ive experienced more and more anxiety. It feels like this thoughts can never stop. And this stress have made me extreme fatigued.
Its unbelivable how one can be so ill.
My day is like waking up with headache and tensions in my body. I feeling so tired that i have to rest for 2 hours to have the energy to walk 10 steps to kitchen and make me some breakfast. (Even If i slept 12 hours). After the breakfast i have to rest 1 hour, to have the energy to make some meditation. When ive meditated it feels better not so much thoughts and tensions anymore. So then i almost fall asleep again but slowly the thoughts are creeping and make me tense and ache in my body again. Anyway i lay there so tired have no energy for nothing.
Well after some hours laying there i make some food and make the dishes. Then go and rest again for an hour or two. Then i maybe even IF i have no energy maybe try to play a few songs on guitar or something that can maybe make me a little happy for some minutes or so. Then i rest and then make me a sandwich then try relaxing and then sleep
Anyway my days are short and boring and i cant think i cant remember things good at all. I have ache and tensions. Im sick all the time. It was like almost a year ago i almost lost smell and taste.(so i have hard to feels tastes) Ive lost hair and i have pain in stomach too.
I have no energy to go outside my apartment. I try to get some air going out on balcony for 5 min. I have no energy to meet people maybe talk in phone for a few minutes.
So i realised that i have to keep make meditation and writing down my thoughts. I have to sleep and rest. When ive managed this anxiety, i can rest and sleep for real and get better
How long can it take? Maybe months maybe more. I have a dream to have a little bit of energy back in this spring/summer 2021. Maybe that i can think and remember better and maybe that i can make an activity for an hour or two before resting.
It may maybe take a few years or so before i am healed from this.
Please write If you suffering also from anxiety tiredness depression so on....
Ive write so much now so i can not think anymore so no i have to rest again.
Best regards.
I had a hard time growing up like a child.
In my 20s ive experienced more stress anxiety and also adhd. From time to time ive handled it.
But last 2 years have been extreme. Ive experienced more and more anxiety. It feels like this thoughts can never stop. And this stress have made me extreme fatigued.
Its unbelivable how one can be so ill.
My day is like waking up with headache and tensions in my body. I feeling so tired that i have to rest for 2 hours to have the energy to walk 10 steps to kitchen and make me some breakfast. (Even If i slept 12 hours). After the breakfast i have to rest 1 hour, to have the energy to make some meditation. When ive meditated it feels better not so much thoughts and tensions anymore. So then i almost fall asleep again but slowly the thoughts are creeping and make me tense and ache in my body again. Anyway i lay there so tired have no energy for nothing.
Well after some hours laying there i make some food and make the dishes. Then go and rest again for an hour or two. Then i maybe even IF i have no energy maybe try to play a few songs on guitar or something that can maybe make me a little happy for some minutes or so. Then i rest and then make me a sandwich then try relaxing and then sleep
Anyway my days are short and boring and i cant think i cant remember things good at all. I have ache and tensions. Im sick all the time. It was like almost a year ago i almost lost smell and taste.(so i have hard to feels tastes) Ive lost hair and i have pain in stomach too.
I have no energy to go outside my apartment. I try to get some air going out on balcony for 5 min. I have no energy to meet people maybe talk in phone for a few minutes.
So i realised that i have to keep make meditation and writing down my thoughts. I have to sleep and rest. When ive managed this anxiety, i can rest and sleep for real and get better
How long can it take? Maybe months maybe more. I have a dream to have a little bit of energy back in this spring/summer 2021. Maybe that i can think and remember better and maybe that i can make an activity for an hour or two before resting.
It may maybe take a few years or so before i am healed from this.
Please write If you suffering also from anxiety tiredness depression so on....
Ive write so much now so i can not think anymore so no i have to rest again.
Best regards.