Never have highs
im 51 and have worked hard all through deppression to give my family everything ,money we dont have but a nice house car ,the usaul stuff ,
non of it means anything to me ,i dont feel happiness ,i dont laugh ,i dont have freinds anymore ,life is pretty sterile ,i look forward to nothing ,days dont exsist ,it just one long hell ,deviod of all emotions ,,,,,,sound familier ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,JETBOY