- Apr 29, 2021
I can't wait for the day to be over. I go to bed early but can't go to sleep for hours. Every night I pray that God will take me in my sleep. And when I wake up I don't want to wake up. I don't feel like I'm living. I just feel like I'm existing. I divorced 3 yrs ago after 38 years of marriage. Because of this stupid virus I can't see my kids or my grandkids. My kids are scared. I am not afraid of this virus at all. I've been depressed and had anxiety for over 15 years since I caught my husband communicating and being involved with gay men on the internet. I have not been the same since. I feel like I'm in a downward spiral everyday. How does anyone come back from this?