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Drama_llama
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I’ve recently been diagnosed with OCD. I can’t go to sleep unless I check the door is locked, the lights/switches are off, all drawers are shut (even if it’s open by a centimetre I’ll have to shut it fully). I have to do these things about 4 times before I can relax and stop feeling anxious. Also when anxious I have to count to seven, for some reason.
I’ve been getting really upsetting thoughts, and can’t stop overthinking/going over every little thing. It’s making me really anxious - it’s after 1 am here and I can’t sleep because my mind is racing.
I care too much what people think about me, and I’m praying they’ll forget about me - everyone used to think I was weird or that there was something wrong with me because I was so shy, in my own comfort zone though, I’m actually pretty outgoing. I’ve just left school earlier this year - do people generally forget about their classmates that they didn’t know well? When I say I was shy, I mean painfully shy and people would pick on me for it, which would just make it worse. Will everyone just move on with their own lives and not think about me? I’m worried people will see me down the street and talk about me.
I’ve been getting really upsetting thoughts, and can’t stop overthinking/going over every little thing. It’s making me really anxious - it’s after 1 am here and I can’t sleep because my mind is racing.
I care too much what people think about me, and I’m praying they’ll forget about me - everyone used to think I was weird or that there was something wrong with me because I was so shy, in my own comfort zone though, I’m actually pretty outgoing. I’ve just left school earlier this year - do people generally forget about their classmates that they didn’t know well? When I say I was shy, I mean painfully shy and people would pick on me for it, which would just make it worse. Will everyone just move on with their own lives and not think about me? I’m worried people will see me down the street and talk about me.