- Jul 16, 2021
- United Kingdom
Just took a nap, I feel like a slab of concrete lying on the bed. Physically unable to get out. 6:04 pm body is running on Anxious thoughts and cortisol. Dad yelled at me and Called me a prostitute…. No respect. They’re toxic but they give me free rent. I would not know where to live. I feel trapped with no choice. My boyfriend is really supportive and has made me motivated to moving out. BPD doesn’t help at this, thoughts of doubt and feeling like you’re a worthless shit on the road. Does anyone feel the same as me? Curious as I feel like I’ve lived 23 years in a bubble with no one to relate to… Apologies if I’ve offended anyone with my words… I’m sorry.