- Apr 24, 2021
- Dirty South
Hello everyone, this is a new avenue for me. Talking about the anxiety that I fear I honestly am very frightened everyday. I wake up in the middle of the night with a panic attack. I have had 3 weeks of depression mixed with loneliness like in my mind I'm a loser with no friends. Now at work after a stellar year I have to deal with a new coworker who annoys me. I have to transition from my current position into another role which isn't well defined. I'm a husband a father of two. Currently I use kratom powder and I would not lie to you it definitely has helped with my anxiety however I have been using it for about 6 years and to be honest I go through highs and lows. I'm not naturally quiet person who keeps things to myself however I found out the hard way that being an emotional man in this society is a very dramatic existence. It is currently Ramadan and I made the choice after years of having nervous breakdowns to not participate in the daily fasts because without fail I would have several nervous breakdowns not having a stable diet. The guilt deep down inside is very difficult to handle however I'm very happy with my decision . I wanna scream!