- Feb 4, 2021
I'm in a pretty toxic relationship right now where he doesn't care about me and takes advantage of me. We're always fighting and it's very bad for my depression/anxiety. We have been together for 5 years but I want to break up. We live together so it's more difficult and can't move now during a COVID lockdown. I have a friend who is great and offered that I stay with her until I can find a place which is what I will have to do. Just thinking about it gives me a panic attack. I was awake all last night just thinking about the logistics of moving. Trying to move all my stuff etc. I know it's a relationship that I need to get out of because it's been very poor for my mental health and if it continues how it does i honestly don't know what will happen. I can't ask him to move out because I have a decent job and he's still in college with a part time job. He's been taking advantage of me by getting me to pay for all of the bills. I feel really guilty by leaving because I think that I'm abandoning him.