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Pigsyjug

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Does anyone else just have phases where you hate the actual face off of some.....like it doesn't matter what they say or do.....the very fact that they are existing in my space winds me up.

I find this very distressing and prob the worst part of the whole illness.

For no reason at times I hate everyone and everything.

Please tell me Im not alone!!
How do you guys cope with this pure unadulterated rage?
 
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I probably just hate my family, if my mother died I would celebrate
 
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I used to take my mother in my car sometimes, and used to feel this terrible rage at her. If I could I would have opened the passenger door pushed her out at high speed.
Impossible however shes about 140 kg's 100 kg's more than me
 
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Pigsyjug

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Im from Manchester and have always been a little too easy to anger etc but as I've got older and grown up I realise that this anger really doesn't have a place in my life.
That is why when it comes up Im caught off guard a little and its so intense I literally feel I could bash someone's head in.

I dont like it....it scares me a lot
 
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#6
I've blimmen broken 3 bones out of anger on 3 different occasions. I've got to deal with anger in a different manner.
Though I dont have the stress my husband was causing me, anymore so my anger seems less and less ...for the time being