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Anger

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Ghoul

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I feel like my anger is the only thing keeping me alive sometimes. I have so much anger in my heart, it has been piling up since childhood. I'm angry because of all the things my father did, at some point I was able to forgive him but his actions brought my rage back. I'm angry because of all the people that bullied me through my whole school life, if I could give them at least 1/3 of the pain they caused me I would do it without hesitation. I'm angry because I did stupid things out of desperation, I just wanted to be accepted and have a normal life. It feels like I'm keeping a big wild beast on a leash and not letting go is painful. It would be so easy to give in and end all my pain and suffering, but if the anger faded, even if it took years, I would never be able to forgive myself for the things I would do. It just feels like the center my existence is rage.
 
LORD BURT

LORD BURT

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There are bullies in life, and there are victims. The bullies are probably jealous or something. Anger is not forever, it does subside. A little bit of anger can be good to drive us.
 
Unique1

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Hi Ghoul.
Sorry you feel so angry.
Not sure if you have had or considered therapy.
It may help rid you of the anger a little quicker
You deserve some peace.

I wish you well
Unique1 xx
 
Anime-Alchemy

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I'm sorry to hear about your past experience Ghoul.
I have major anger within myself and i'm concerned about it. I can become consumed by anger. The anger for me is due to how I feel people perceived me in the past and perhaps now?
I hope we both can overcome the anger in our hearts.
 
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