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GaryC123

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I don't want to live anymore. God is against me. The whole world is against me. I just want to die. Why doesn't God just take my life instead of allowing the torture to continue? I don't want to live anymore.
 
Signofthetimes

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Hi Gary, I have seen some of your post and I am sorry that you are struggling. Are you or have you been in therapy?
 
GaryC123

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I have therapy starting tomorrow. Therapy is pointless. The only thing a therapist does is collect a paycheck. They can't stop the pain.
 
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Sometimes something that my therapist says seems pointless in the moment, but later I will think about it, sometimes much later and it has some value for me.
 
GaryC123

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I just want to die. Dear God, give me cancer.
 
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I hear ya brother. When I read a news article about someone getting killed in one way or another I think to myself.. 'lucky'. Maybe not cancer though, that's a pretty awful way to go.
 
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It may help to have a look at these two pages on the forum: Suicidal Crisis and Mental Health Forum - Getting Help about what to do if you're feeling suicidal, or if you need emergency help. I hope you can use the forum for support during this difficult time.

If you’re thinking about suicide and are in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number (i.e. in the UK call 999, in the USA or Canada call 911, in Australia call 000 and in New Zealand call 111) or call the international emergency number of 112.

If you have been affected by the contents of this thread and would like to speak to someone about your feelings you can call one of the following helplines:

In the UK and Ireland, the Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123.
In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255.
In Canada, the Suicide Prevention Service on 1.833.456.4566.
In Australia, the crisis support service Lifeline is on 13 11 14.
In New Zealand, the Need to Talk service is on 1737 or 080017371737.
Other international helplines can be found at www.befrienders.org.
 
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I don't want to live anymore. God is against me. The whole world is against me. I just want to die. Why doesn't God just take my life instead of allowing the torture to continue? I don't want to live anymore.
I guess everyone on this forum knows that depression is a horrible, horrible illness, which people who don't have it have no idea what it's like. It's a tragedy that people (me included) have suicidal thoughts, thinking about how to stop the pain.
 
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I just want to die. Dear God, give me cancer.
Hi Gary I’m sorry you are having suicidal feelings. Is there anything that makes you want to stick around? Friends? Family? Some of your favorite activities or things to do? I know that we all value you here and would be sad if you were to leave for any reason. I hope you will be able to get past these dark feelings and decide to stay. xo, j
 
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Hi, all. I'm feeling better today. I have good days and bad. I'm sorry I alarmed folks and appreciate the support. It helps a lot. Thank you for getting me through.
 
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Hi, all. I'm feeling better today. I have good days and bad. I'm sorry I alarmed folks and appreciate the support. It helps a lot. Thank you for getting me through.
Glad you’re feeling better today, Gary (((hugs)))
 

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