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Sorry for posting this, I bet you get this alot, but I feel confused and just don't know what to do.
I'm a 28 year old male.
I've always been a very emotional person for as long as I can remember, but 6 months ago I was taking a cocktail of painkillers and suddenly stopped, what followed was the worst 4 days of my life (I won't go into detail).
Ever since then I feel like I battle with my thoughts of being miserable, not all the time but every now and then, maybe 4 times a week on average. I also think about and crave codeine.
I feel Im ok when working long hours and can't wait to get home, but when I'm home I feel like I get lost in my thoughts of being unhappy....
I couldn't ask for a better partner and kids, I don't even know what I'm sad and miserable about but I get myself into slumps and can't snap myself out of them.
Having a bad experience coming off the pain killers makes me not want to see a doctor, I feel like they will dismiss me anyway.
Am I just being moody or what? Don't know what to do.
I've never had thoughts of suicide or anything like that.
Anyone else feel this way?
I'm a 28 year old male.
I've always been a very emotional person for as long as I can remember, but 6 months ago I was taking a cocktail of painkillers and suddenly stopped, what followed was the worst 4 days of my life (I won't go into detail).
Ever since then I feel like I battle with my thoughts of being miserable, not all the time but every now and then, maybe 4 times a week on average. I also think about and crave codeine.
I feel Im ok when working long hours and can't wait to get home, but when I'm home I feel like I get lost in my thoughts of being unhappy....
I couldn't ask for a better partner and kids, I don't even know what I'm sad and miserable about but I get myself into slumps and can't snap myself out of them.
Having a bad experience coming off the pain killers makes me not want to see a doctor, I feel like they will dismiss me anyway.
Am I just being moody or what? Don't know what to do.
I've never had thoughts of suicide or anything like that.
Anyone else feel this way?