- Mar 5, 2015
I don't know why but in the last year I have felt so repulsed,blue and extremely unhappy. I have no reason to feel unhappy. I have a fantastic job a great boyfriend and family. As soon as I finish work everyday and come home and go straight to bed. I stay there for at least an hour and a half I will then get into my pjs and do nothing. I have a mound of clothes pilled up and nothing has been cleaned in months. Getting up in the morning is just impossible, I want to stay there and not move or talk to anyone, I want to shut the world out. Everyday I feel like I have done something wrong and I have an over feeling of guilt and sadness. I feel like everything I do is wrong and that I am completely worthless I feel like I am no good to anyone or anything. I fail at everything I can not do anything right. I feel like the world is moving but I'm standing still my future seems extremely dull and I just don't feel so good anymore. I have stopped going out with my friends and doing all the things I usually enjoyed. I don't seem to laugh anymore or even want to. I feel like I don't breathe every 5 mins or so I'll just do a long sigh. I need to find out what to do about this because I simply can't go on anymore I have a massive lack of concentration.