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abertha
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- Oct 11, 2008
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I was lying in bed thinking about why im so miserable. I think its because I have no life of my own - everything I do is about other people, I go out of my way to try to make them comfortable, I can see it now, how humble I am to everyone, even strangers.
The worst is with my boyfriend, I think. I moved to this country for him which means I gave up my life, and now I am just all day waiting for him to get home from work. Everything I do, it's always for him or someone else, never for me.
I was thinking about what I would like to do - if someone said I could do anything, I have no idea what I would say. Its like im empty by myself. I dont know what to do, there is nothing I want to do, but I dont want to stay empty.
What's wrong with me?
The worst is with my boyfriend, I think. I moved to this country for him which means I gave up my life, and now I am just all day waiting for him to get home from work. Everything I do, it's always for him or someone else, never for me.
I was thinking about what I would like to do - if someone said I could do anything, I have no idea what I would say. Its like im empty by myself. I dont know what to do, there is nothing I want to do, but I dont want to stay empty.
What's wrong with me?
