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Nerthus
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- Jun 16, 2008
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I don't really know what to say, or whether it is a problem or not. But I am pretty unhappy, I don't have many friends, I can talk to people and we can get on well but I don't have anyone who actually cares. Same with relationships. If there is someone who likes me, even if I wished soo much for them to ask me out, the moment they do I freak out and push them away. I can't let anyone know me. I think that people aren't going to want to know me or will just laugh if I say how I am feeling so I bottle it up - have done for about 7yrs now.
Also at work there was a guy who was very inappropriate both at work and out, but I think I may have dealt with that. Only thing is it reminds me of things that have happened with men in the past and it really freaks me out.
People just think that they can use me and treat me in anyway they want and I don't know what to do with it. I can't let people close so have no one and all these things happening that no one cares about.
Maybe I am just a rubbish person.
Also at work there was a guy who was very inappropriate both at work and out, but I think I may have dealt with that. Only thing is it reminds me of things that have happened with men in the past and it really freaks me out.
People just think that they can use me and treat me in anyway they want and I don't know what to do with it. I can't let people close so have no one and all these things happening that no one cares about.
Maybe I am just a rubbish person.