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Alone with my E.D

4LeafClover

4LeafClover

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I do not have to be wanted to prove to myself I’m real.
But why do I base my own worth of life on if I’m wanted or loved by others.
When I am the only person who will truly live with myself for the rest of my life.
But it seems to be that I forgot about the one person’s love that should be most important to me.
My own.

When will this ideology click for me
When will the day come where I truly live to be free of the stress and responsibilities I place on myself.

No one bares the pain I cause to my own soul but me.
No one else is responsible for the suffering that is caused to myself but me.
I knowingly create the reality I have, which I’m squirming to find a way out of.
I am the only one who can rebuild my world, but yet I don’t know where to start.
 
Anime-Alchemy

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Perhaps it's human nature to want to be liked. I hope you are well :)
 

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