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Missfit
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Sorry, I don't even know right now if this is in the right place or not, so apologies if it isn't.
Does anyone else find when they're depressed everything seems more worrying & difficult? I'm worrying myself (Probably without reason) about my pets; can't decide which bills to pay (I'll either get cut off the internet or have no food & gas money). I know it seems it's easy, food & gas before the internet, but if the net goes so does my phone & if I pay the ISP I still have about £10 for 2 weeks food so not bad. Also, I need to have the internet as it's my only form of communication. Anyway have contacted the wonderful *coff* BT to see if I can pay all but £30 of it so I have enough money & pay them the £30 in two weeks.
Apart from being money confused, i'm finding it hard to take my meds & I dunno why! Just seems i'm giving up & too much effort, which isn't helping me to get stable. Then i'm worrying more about health problems, when there's no reason for me to be. Like I keep getting really weird headaches & someone I know died of a brain tumour in August & i'm thinking are these normal? even though half the time I don't care if I die! I lay in bed earlier (Can't sleep so up again) & feel about 90, everything hurts & I just feel so out of my depth & like I can't cope with anything.
Ah well, i'm confused so I don't expect this to make sense sorry
Does anyone else find when they're depressed everything seems more worrying & difficult? I'm worrying myself (Probably without reason) about my pets; can't decide which bills to pay (I'll either get cut off the internet or have no food & gas money). I know it seems it's easy, food & gas before the internet, but if the net goes so does my phone & if I pay the ISP I still have about £10 for 2 weeks food so not bad. Also, I need to have the internet as it's my only form of communication. Anyway have contacted the wonderful *coff* BT to see if I can pay all but £30 of it so I have enough money & pay them the £30 in two weeks.
Apart from being money confused, i'm finding it hard to take my meds & I dunno why! Just seems i'm giving up & too much effort, which isn't helping me to get stable. Then i'm worrying more about health problems, when there's no reason for me to be. Like I keep getting really weird headaches & someone I know died of a brain tumour in August & i'm thinking are these normal? even though half the time I don't care if I die! I lay in bed earlier (Can't sleep so up again) & feel about 90, everything hurts & I just feel so out of my depth & like I can't cope with anything.
Ah well, i'm confused so I don't expect this to make sense sorry