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OBIWAN
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- Mar 7, 2009
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Hi,I have wote in the past about my mother who has paranoid schizophrenia,thought i'd just have a rant.Today has been a nightmare to say the least.She has constantly been going on and on talking to herself,I know she has an illness and that but she needs to take some level of control of herself which she doesnt do and this brings me to try and control it myself which usually ends up me blowing up at her and then myself feeling guilty for doing so and it has been like this for years,I feel im stuck in a cycled routine of the same old rubbish with her,as I am the only one living with her,me being the yopungest I still feel my family arent doing enough.I could just leave and move out and leave her to her own devices but that brings the downward spiral for her and it would be fault I think of mine knowing that this would happen.Thanks for listening