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After 10 years i self harmed again

Slyway

Slyway

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After 10 years of not self harming i injured myself again and now i feel the urge to do it again. They were only superficial injuries but the rush it gave me reminded me of how much i enjoy self harming. I am married now and my wife does not understand the need i have to self harm. I dont want to do it again as it will upset her but i feel the need to self harm so bad it is unreal. I want that rush of emotion and dont know how else to get it. i need to harm myself. I need the rush. please help.......
 
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Slyway

Slyway

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I have tried many of them yes but with me it is mental illness and voices that make me do things, saw my cpn today and they changing my meds so hopefully things will get better
 
NWiddi

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In my experience voices can't make you do anything, the only power they have is the power you give them, even more so when on medication, that really takes the power out of them.

I've been hearing a voice for over three years and he hates that he can't influence me any more.
 
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