- Aug 12, 2019
After 10 years of not self harming i injured myself again and now i feel the urge to do it again. They were only superficial injuries but the rush it gave me reminded me of how much i enjoy self harming. I am married now and my wife does not understand the need i have to self harm. I dont want to do it again as it will upset her but i feel the need to self harm so bad it is unreal. I want that rush of emotion and dont know how else to get it. i need to harm myself. I need the rush. please help.......
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