
magich8ball
Member
I live in a large home with a handful of roommates.
Over the past few years, I've slowly started to internalize my roommates hating me... It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid of being seen and heard, I don't make food in the kitchen anymore and I only go into common spaces when I'm 100% sure no one else is around. During my worst points, I would only leave my room to shower/bathroom and work. Even though I managed to open up and tell them about what I have been dealing with... I'll leave and then the next day feel as though they all hate me and are constantly critiquing me even if they haven't indicated anything about that. It's just hard...I hate not feeling I can leave my room but I feel like if I breathe wrong someone will yell at me or hate me.
Over the past few years, I've slowly started to internalize my roommates hating me... It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid of being seen and heard, I don't make food in the kitchen anymore and I only go into common spaces when I'm 100% sure no one else is around. During my worst points, I would only leave my room to shower/bathroom and work. Even though I managed to open up and tell them about what I have been dealing with... I'll leave and then the next day feel as though they all hate me and are constantly critiquing me even if they haven't indicated anything about that. It's just hard...I hate not feeling I can leave my room but I feel like if I breathe wrong someone will yell at me or hate me.