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shyfx003
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Hi guys and girls...Sorry if this goes on a bit..
To start off with i drive a truck for a wood waste company..just by pure chance 3 weeks ago i caught the last part of the news whilst getting off the ferry in dover..They were talking about a 22 year old guy who has been diagnosed with Bi-Polar..it was only when they discribed what the symptoms were i thought OMG thats me!!! The whole of that weekend i kept going over and over the same thing which just caused more tension in my house hold...
But it explains why,for the last 20 something years i have been the way i have..The following week (last wk) on the monday i talked with a college who promtly told my boss i could be BP..to say i put my foot in it was an understatement.."need to call the insurance company" was all i got from my boss..My partner managed to get me an appointment for last saturday which couldnt of come sooner!!! By wednesday last week i was going out of my mind..i couldnt sleep at all and when the alarm went off at 530 my head was throbbing so much i was sick..I made the call to my boss at 6am stating i was unwell and needed to go home,to which he replied "take next week off too,but let me know what the docs say" so thinking that he actualy gave a t**s my gf called him..he stated i had let him down last thursday and that my truck was now being piloted by a new guy...so im basicly out of a job!!! I have good weeks and bad..although the bad weeks out way the good with my attitude at work..i can't help myself sometimes..so by seeing my psych in a few weeks will give me a better understanding as to why i have sooo many weeks where i am at rock bottom..your thoughts please!!!
To start off with i drive a truck for a wood waste company..just by pure chance 3 weeks ago i caught the last part of the news whilst getting off the ferry in dover..They were talking about a 22 year old guy who has been diagnosed with Bi-Polar..it was only when they discribed what the symptoms were i thought OMG thats me!!! The whole of that weekend i kept going over and over the same thing which just caused more tension in my house hold...
But it explains why,for the last 20 something years i have been the way i have..The following week (last wk) on the monday i talked with a college who promtly told my boss i could be BP..to say i put my foot in it was an understatement.."need to call the insurance company" was all i got from my boss..My partner managed to get me an appointment for last saturday which couldnt of come sooner!!! By wednesday last week i was going out of my mind..i couldnt sleep at all and when the alarm went off at 530 my head was throbbing so much i was sick..I made the call to my boss at 6am stating i was unwell and needed to go home,to which he replied "take next week off too,but let me know what the docs say" so thinking that he actualy gave a t**s my gf called him..he stated i had let him down last thursday and that my truck was now being piloted by a new guy...so im basicly out of a job!!! I have good weeks and bad..although the bad weeks out way the good with my attitude at work..i can't help myself sometimes..so by seeing my psych in a few weeks will give me a better understanding as to why i have sooo many weeks where i am at rock bottom..your thoughts please!!!