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firstlastday
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Thursday, two days ago, I had a severe panic attack at work. First one in years, and it had never happened at work before. My coworkers were great, but also terrified as they'd 'never seen me like that before'.
You all know how it goes- starts with the 10 or so minutes of 'I can't breathe I'm going to fucking die" and then the complete and utter exhaustion. For me, in this state, I often don't remember large parts of it, am non-verbal, don't really move, and am completely detached from everything; myself and the world around me.
A coworker helped call me an uber to get me home and I stayed in that state for the rest of the day, on the couch, essentially vacant.
Had to get it together and go to work the next day. It was so hard and exhausting to put on the face and do the whole 'I'm fine' thing, and now this morning I'm again exhausted. A term I don't use lightly. I can't fathom getting up to eat, walk the dog, shower, etc.
What can I do?
Thanks
You all know how it goes- starts with the 10 or so minutes of 'I can't breathe I'm going to fucking die" and then the complete and utter exhaustion. For me, in this state, I often don't remember large parts of it, am non-verbal, don't really move, and am completely detached from everything; myself and the world around me.
A coworker helped call me an uber to get me home and I stayed in that state for the rest of the day, on the couch, essentially vacant.
Had to get it together and go to work the next day. It was so hard and exhausting to put on the face and do the whole 'I'm fine' thing, and now this morning I'm again exhausted. A term I don't use lightly. I can't fathom getting up to eat, walk the dog, shower, etc.
What can I do?
Thanks