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I feel like im dying
I don't know if is because I took an overdose or because I binged I keep being sick and going to the toilet :low:

I deserve to die
 
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Fairy Lu,
Please get help now, phone 999 or call your crisis team.
We all care.
Hope you feel better soon
Is your aunt with you?
 
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No, you certainly don't deserve to die. If you have overdosed please go straight to a&e, they were great with me when I had a problem counting tablets
 
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Hey Lu, I used to be hell bent of overdosing. At one stage I was averaging two trips to AE per week for about six months. I was basically told by the head of department to stop wasting their time and resources. I the refused to get help when I’d OD, just pass out at home. This went on for at least another six months. Then one day I just stopped. Yes I have urges still but they never turn into actions.

What I’m trying to say is it does get better eventually. In the meantime we’re all sitting with you.
 
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I just want to take them all the time
I know it is my choice but it doesn't feel that way
im so panicky and is the only thing that calms me

knowing am damaging myself seems the only answer to the problem
 
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Please don't do that, you most deifintly do belong and are very loved. Is there anyone with you right now? not sure if it helps but can you call the Samaritans or 999? Please, please don't do anything. You belong in this world
 
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I just want to take them all the time
I know it is my choice but it doesn't feel that way
im so panicky and is the only thing that calms me

knowing am damaging myself seems the only answer to the problem
Call me if the feeling is still there xxx
 
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Please take care Lu . It sounds as if it’s a real cry for help and you should be talking to your care team. Also you could be damaging your liver if your taking more than you should. Maybe get a blood test at the GPs to make sure everything is ok.
You are loved on this forum . And by UH :hug: x
 
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Oh Lu. Honey.

You need to find something that makes you feel in control that is not medication.

The crux of your bad feelings is from a lack of control I think. And we have all been there.

Do you exercise at all? Go for a swim?

If you can do some kind of physical activity it will exhaust your body, get rid of that negative energy, and soothe the anxiety.

Think of it this way. Anxiety is energy with no place to go. If you reduce that energy your body will relax.

Plus you’ll look really hot in a bathing suit! Xo