What is it that God is hiding from me at the end of the road, that is more important than a lot of things I thought were, the things that I can't see because I'm blind. I'm curious, I want to find out.. What is it?
Me in 2012
But now, I can say I'm getting glimpse of it.. tho I'm sure if it is what it looks like, but I know it's getting closer than ever..
I just wonder
Each time I look at my future
It looks like a nightmare landscape of fears
Sometimes it seems brighter
Especially when I realise
That I've been mistaken
And that it's only the present moment
For me the struggle to see the present moment in a new way helps me cope with anxiety
I try to think of it in a science fiction
Kind of way. Changing the moments perspective and steering towards a better direction.