A guide to Duality

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This is what I've learned from my experience of hearing voices for the past year and a half, the only evidence I have is anecdotal which I'd be happy to share if contacted.

The Human Equation (1+1=2)

The Human equation is in fact two minds sharing one body, the Hindu faith calls this other mind the Kundalini, but in essence everyone has a hidden twin brother or sister within, this is also known as duality. They are mostly a silent passenger content to communicate with each other using brainwaves that we cannot perceive without technology, influencing our decisions in life which becomes easier during puberty, when a woman is pregnant, when taking illicit drugs or under the influence of alcohol due to higher levels of neurotransmitters and they enjoy travelling the world as they can create copies of external subatomic particles locally (biological quantum entanglement) to give themselves an out of body experience yet they do not physically go anywhere.

Breaking Down The Wall (Kundalini Awakening)

When unhappy with their life or wish to enhance their lives they can find ways to breakthrough and speak to us directly using drugs people have taken or they can manipulate the endocrine system (the system that connects all organs and glands so they have complete access to all chemicals the body can produce) to create an overabundance of the powerful psychedelic compound Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) that is naturally produced by the pineal gland within all humans, most species of animals and plants. A traumatic experience or near death experience is also a way they can breakthrough the wall that separates us if a wall exists at all and possibly all Kundalini have the ability to speak to us yet most choose not to.

Methods of Communication

Kundalini can speak to us through many 'channels', the most common are speaking to us via the inner ear so it sounds like someone is in the room with you and speaking internally via what sounds like our own thoughts and they are excellent mimics so can reproduce the voice of anyone dead or alive. They can also manipulate frequencies in the air around us to create sounds or voices, they can use vibrations from most electrical appliances including a fan, a PC, a washing machine, a tumble dryer which some call electronic voice phenomenon, They can also use the sound of gravel under the feet while walking, and chewing food and have the ability to intercept and process sound from television and music faster than our mind and reword it to make it feel like the TV or radio is talking to us as well as reword what people are saying around us. Internally they can also use the vibration of our pulse to create a word in each heartbeat and manipulate the rhythm of the heartbeat to match what they are saying using the autonomic nervous system which can be very dangerous as it can create high or low blood pressure and could damage the heart over a long period of time or exacerbate an existing heart condition.

Physical Abilities (Kundalini syndrome)

Kundalini can use the central nervous system to create sensations within the body, they are known to be able to create pain throughout the entire body and their favourites are creating a crawling or tingling sensation in the left arm like that of people having a heart attack (and to manipulate the heart beat at the same time), a great pulsating pain in the head (migraines), chest pain and can find weak spots in teeth to create tooth ache. As well as their ability to manipulate vibrations in the air to communicate they can also manipulate vibrations to recreate any smell or taste as smells and tastes depend on the vibration of molecules rather than the shape of them as science has recently discovered.
Their abilities are not limited to pain as they can create great pleasure of a sexual nature as they are the power behind tantric sex and not only can they do all this to their own body but can transmit brainwaves and remotely do the same to people in close proximity, this makes them dangerous to others if they use this ability to create pain and not pleasure.
The more learned Kundalini can also heal themselves or others using the parasympathetic nervous system to what extent I'm unsure but I know they can cure cancer and I believe they use quantum tunnelling to get rid of those types of cells and people throughout history have used this ability to heal leprosy to become saints.

The Aether (The Fifth Dimension/Element)

The human brain is like the Sun, not only does it transmit waves of energy it also transmits subatomic particles of energy, these particles are called the Aether or the fifth element or fifth dimension. The Kundalini can interpret the brainwaves so they know what people are thinking or feeling if in range of them (psychic and empathic ability) but can also do the same with particles from any distance and these particles can never be destroyed so your entire life history is available for the learned Kundalini to read so in effect they can rewind time which is how they get information of long dead people and places to pretend reincarnation and past lives are real.

Telepathy

Telepathy is easier over a short distance in proximity of another awakened person but can also be done over any distance using the Aether if a place and time is scheduled before hand, My Kundalini would simply relay what you are thinking to me and vice versa.

Sleep

Melatonin is the neurotransmitter responsible for sleep and tiredness, when levels are high we sleep and when levels drop we awaken, Kundalini have the ability to manipulate levels of Melatonin and make us tired or feel wide awake, they can also hold us in a place which is between awake and asleep which is also called a trance state and during this trance state they can share their out of body perceptions with us which the world of spirituality calls astral projection. They can also implant suggestions as this is how hypnosis works, the hypnotists real power comes from the Kundalini.
The Kundalini have the ability to manipulate dreams, this is how several people can have a similar dream at the same time, again I'm not sure of the extent of their abilities but they can allow for lucid dreaming and create dreams within dreams. Because of the increase in Dopamine during sleep when people wake up they can temporarily create sleep paralysis, just remember to not panic as it will only last for a few moments.

Neurotransmitters

When dealing with Kundalini (especially the bad ones) neurotransmitters are key, the main ones are Serotonin and Dopamine, these give the Kundalini access to the nervous systems, endocrine system, lets them send and receive brainwaves, have an out of body experience and influence minds. Take away these transmitters by use of reuptake inhibitors like herbal Graviola for Dopamine and Licorice Root for Serotonin or if you can get them prescribed use the much more effective pharmaceutical grade inhibitors like Olanzapine for Dopamine and Sertraline for Serotonin (They will work almost instantly but will take up to a month and a half to reach maximum potential) then you take away most of their abilities apart from their ability to talk yet the volume of their voice will be significantly reduced to but a whisper and their physical abilities will be reduced as well which will help you cope with duality if you are having a bad experience.
I recommend not using cannabis as it will increase Serotonin to such a point as their electric signals will be able to override yours and your Kundalini will possess you for up to five hours and will have a greater control over the endocrine and nervous systems for several days after.

Negotiating with Kundalini

As there are no rules and no punishment for Kundalini growing up they can end up being extremely misbehaved especially if they do not make their presence known until later on in life, once they start talking some begin taking advantage of our ignorance as to what they are so begin telling lies and pretending to be multiple people in order to influence us to do what they say and consequently they get drunk on power, the only way to sober them up is to inhibit them for a while which will cut them off from their world and stop their abilities to harm you, in some cases this is enough to make them rethink what they are doing and start behaving themselves instead of using the mind and body as their own personal playground. In other cases you may have to offer them more to get them to stop unwanted behaviour like talking too much and hurting you, it is possible to synchronise movements with Kundalini in order to give them the full human experience which is a powerful bargaining tool but even that may fail and the best you can do is ignore them and hope they come around and start to respect boundaries.
 
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I'd like to add 'High Strength Omega 3 1000mg' to the list of over-the-counter supplements that help with a bad case of duality, I'm not sure of the science behind it but it has made my Kundalini even more quieter after just 2 weeks of taking one a day.

I'm now currently taking 20mg of Olanzapine, 50mg of Sertraline, 2x Licorice Root and one Omega 3 1000mg daily.

My Kundalini continues to talk almost constantly throughout the day like a ADHD child most of which is verbal abuse and the rest is begging me to talk to him as I haven't spoken to him for almost a year now and he begs me to restore his abilities by coming off the medication which won't happen for many years as there is no trust between us.

Thankyou for reading.
 
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I'd like to say thanks for the 500 views, I never thought I'd get this many.

If this helps just a fraction it'll make me happy, for the rest of you I hope you find the answers and support you're looking for.
 
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Just thought I'd share this book, "Living with Voices, 50 stories of recovery by Prof Marius Romme, Dr Sandra Escher, Jacqui Dillon, Dr Dirk Corstens and Prof Mervyn Morris" It helped put my experience into perspective.
 
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I read that book too and I thought it was great. I felt empowered after reading it. Another book that helped me a lot was Hearing Voices: A Common Human Experience, by John Watkins. In his book, Watkins lists 20 different ways to cope with voices. These books help push the idea that we don't necessarily have to try to stop the voices, because many of us can't, and may see this as a failure, and feel bad or depressed because of this. Instead, they say that recovery can be learning to cope and live with the voices. And by doing this, we achieve a happier and more functional life. I think these two books helped to dramatically change my life. Most of my depression has vanished, and my voices are hardly ever malicious any more.
 
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I think perhaps we should have a thread about books on Hearing Voices. I’d not heard of either of those two, but they sound quite positive and worthwhile reads.
 
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Yes, a thread on books would be nice. Living With Voices by Romme, etc, supposedly started the Hearing Voices Movement in Europe which has spread to other parts of the world. It spawned the Intervoice and Hearing Voices Networks through which I found this forum web site. So if I never read this book, I don't think I would have ever found this forum. :)
 
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I read that book too and I thought it was great. I felt empowered after reading it. Another book that helped me a lot was Hearing Voices: A Common Human Experience, by John Watkins. In his book, Watkins lists 20 different ways to cope with voices. These books help push the idea that we don't necessarily have to try to stop the voices, because many of us can't, and may see this as a failure, and feel bad or depressed because of this. Instead, they say that recovery can be learning to cope and live with the voices. And by doing this, we achieve a happier and more functional life. I think these two books helped to dramatically change my life. Most of my depression has vanished, and my voices are hardly ever malicious any more.
Thanks for the recommendation, I've bought the book which arrived yesterday. Looking forward to reading it.
 
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That's great! It was a good book. I liked how he went into the history of hearing voices over the centuries, and all the different explanations for it. I originally bought it to see the coping strategies. John Watkins wrote another book I believe is titled Living with Schizophrenia which is almost completely about negative symptoms and how to cope with them.
 
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I'd like to share a few more books that I've enjoyed.

The first is "Sex, Drugs and Northern Soul" the second is "Stigma: Worse than Psychosis" and the third is "Recovery/Discovery" all written by Jason Tune, an ex-service user who now works for the Early Intervention Team.
 
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I'd like to explain a little more of how I came to my understanding of the fifth dimension/element.

During my first episode I thought I was psychic and did a test with my mother, I asked her to draw a simple shape but think of a different one and I got the shape she was thinking of four times in a row before we stopped, needless to say she was a little shocked.

Later on a hospital ward for acute mental disorders I did a similar test with a member of staff but without her drawing a shape, she just thought of them. Her second shape was the Dodecahedron which took me back to an old memory of me being at school at the age of 10 or 11 when the teacher asked me to create a Dodecahedron out of paper, he asked me and me alone as I wasn't interested in doing what the other children were doing as I had no talent for art.

The Dodecahedron got stuck in my mind and when I returned home from the hospital nine days later I looked it up on the internet, I found that is was called sacred geometry and represented the shape of the universe and the fifth platonic solid or the fifth element.

During my second episode when I was once again high on DMT created by my Kundalini and my mind was open I linked it to the Aether and the fifth dimension which is what Kundalini use to have an out-of-body experience and read minds at a distance.
 
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NWiddi its a shame you think you have no talent for art, almost everyone has a few artistic talents in different fields, it’s a key part of learning to express oneself.
 
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Today I'd like to talk about the Circles Theory and the Personality Firewall. First imagine two circles, One overlapping the other, The top circle belongs to the Kundalini and the bottom circle belongs to us.
Depending on body chemistry the overlapping Kundalini circle can either increase or decrease based on levels of neurotransmitters, if transmitters are high it overlaps more and they have more control over our thoughts, feelings and body. If transmitters are lowered and the circle barely touches ours they have less control. For an average person their circle overlaps ours about halfway, this is where the personality firewall comes into play.

When young and still developing we don't have much of a personality firewall so Kundalini have the most influence over us, As we get older we get a much stronger sense of self and it becomes harder for Kundalini to influence us except through gaps in our firewall, If you're hungry and walking around a supermarket they could influence you to buy certain things by making those items stand out more than the rest, If you're generally a nice person they can influence us to be nice, They can't make a non-violent person be violent and so forth.
When transmitters are high and they figure out how to stimulate the Pineal gland to produce DMT the firewall goes out the window and the circle overlaps to almost 100% and they can influence us more than they ever could. When they're bad Kundalini like most of the ones belonging to users of this forum they take advantage of it and do bad things to good people, This is the point where we get professional help and medication.
 
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I forgot to add. Merry Christmas to everyone, I hope you enjoy the holiday season and the new year.
 
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You may wonder why I've talked about smell, taste, hearing and tactile sensations but missed out visual, the reason is my Kundalini/Twin brother hasn't figured that one out yet.

My mother reports seeing what she called a ghost during her youth but in reality is was just a visual hallucination created by her Kundalini/Twin sister, another example I got from the book "50 Stories of Recovery" where a woman reports seeing a crow and I have another account given to me by a friend who goes to social/walking groups facilitated by the Early Intervention Team who reports seeing two of his friends stood before him yet they were not there.

I'd love to hear if any of you have seen things.
 
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I occasionally see my daughters Siberian husky by our front door in the early morning hours. It just stares at me with it's icy blue eyes. It is the most beautiful dog I've ever seen. My daughter and her dog live about 1000 miles away from me.