- Nov 25, 2011
- British Columbia, Canada
I dont know what I'm feeling. Its like a clusterfuck of everything that could ever be felt. Im just so pumped over nothing. This week i had the most energy I've had in a while which is weird considering the ED. i hate myself but i have things to look forward to. I keep telling myself it will get better. Then it does. Then it gets worse. Then i want to kill myself. Then it gets better and I'm scared of death. Then i dont give a fuck about anything. Then i do. I dont i do i dont round and round. Is this life? Wtf is this?